Many years ago, in a chapter of our lives marked by simplicity and genuine affection, I found myself grappling with the challenge of celebrating your birthday without the means to buy a proper gift. Despite the money problems as a student, my heart was set on expressing my love for you.
One day, while rummaging through my belongings at home, my eyes fell upon a pair of swan statues. They were a beautiful gift that my sister had received from her lover. Knowing I couldn't afford a new present, I decided to steal this swan statue as a heartfelt gift for you.
On the day of your birthday, I carefully packed the swan statues, each piece representing a fragment of my heartfelt sentiments. However, fate had other plans, and upon reaching my class, I discovered that the statues had been broken during the bus journey. It was ugly, heads fallen apart! The weight of disappointment sank in, leaving me unable to present the gift I had prepared.
Adding to the challenges, I was battling a fever that day. Yet, in your ever-caring manner, you took me to the dispensary to get the necessary medicine. It was a day marked by unforeseen trials and aches, both physical and emotional.
Days later, in a casual conversation, you mentioned that I hadn't even given you a birthday card. The realization hit me like a wave, and the guilt of not meeting your expectations became an unwelcome companion.
Unable to bear the weight of remorse, I discreetly disposed of the broken swan statue in the garbage bin. For years, the memory of that failed birthday gift lingered in my mind, a poignant reminder of my inability to fulfill a simple desire.
In an attempt to mend the unspoken wound, I sent you a cake and flowers for a subsequent birthday. It was a small gesture, but one filled with a sincere desire to make amends and show you that I cared , even when circumstances didn't allow for it.
Yet, today, as I find myself reminiscing about that chapter of our past, the memory resurfaces with a touch of sadness. Life is a collection of imperfect moments, and sometimes, the most sincere intentions lead to unforeseen outcomes.
Written by Jahoolidevi