Why do you you waste your life? Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie?

She tells me
Write a happy song
Not a depressing song
A song that everybody loves

She tells me
You will become a billionaire
You will be proud of it
Don't end up like your daddy

She tells me
Don't lock yourself in your room
Come on, do something and dance
Tell me what is your problem?

She tells me
Why aren't you a Man?
Are you high or are you gay?
You will end up like your brother
She tells me

She tells me, it's your life
Do what you want, never mind
One day you'll understand
One day you'll regret it
She tells me, you're so lame
Leave your bubble a little
You're doing whatever you want
You love it


Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? 
Dance dance dance
She tells me dance


She tells me
Be like the other boys
Go out and kick a ball
You'll be famous

She tells me
What the hell you are doing online?
There's something wrong in your head
Look at all the time you waste

She tells me
Why do you complain all the time?
You behave like an 8 year-old
You won't please me like that


She tells me
One day I won't be here anymore
But then she tells me this
She tells me something I love to hear
She tells me


She tells me, it's your life
Do what you want, never mind
One day you'll understand
One day you'll regret it
She tells me, you're so lame
Leave your bubble a little
You are doing whatever you want
You love it

Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? 
Dance dance dance
She tells me dance


She tells me
You still don't have white hair
But you will soon be 30
It'd be better if you woke up


She tells me
You're always a child
You'll never grow up
And me, I'm already old


She tells me
Look at your friends
What are they going to do with their lives
They might as well end it all 


She tells me
Yes one day you will kill me
But then she tells me this
She tells me something I love to hear

Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? 
Dance dance dance
She tells me dance

Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? 
Dance dance dance
She tells me dance

She tells me, it's your life
Do what you want, never mind
One day you'll understand
One day you'll regret it
She tells me, you're so lame
Leave you bubble a little
You're doing whatever you want
You love it

Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? 
Dance dance dance
She tells me dance
Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? Why do you waste your life? 
Dance dance dance
She tells me dance


Translated by Jahooli Devi
Translation of the french song : Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie? MIKA
Source : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NiHWwKC8WjU

If Desire is a Man

If Desire is a Man

That Man is You,
alluring 
perfection
illusive
contemplation
all I crave for...

Desire, 
like coals
burn 
my flesh
leaving 
scars
where you were
every time I breathe

I want to kill Desire...

By Jahooli Devi

Sweetest love, I do not go by John Donne

    

Sweetest love, I do not go,

         For weariness of thee,

Nor in hope the world can show

         A fitter love for me;

                But since that I

Must die at last, 'tis best

To use myself in jest

         Thus by feign'd deaths to die.

Yesternight the sun went hence,

         And yet is here today;

He hath no desire nor sense,

         Nor half so short a way:

                Then fear not me,

But believe that I shall make

Speedier journeys, since I take

         More wings and spurs than he.

O how feeble is man's power,

         That if good fortune fall,

Cannot add another hour,

         Nor a lost hour recall!

                But come bad chance,

And we join to'it our strength,

And we teach it art and length,

         Itself o'er us to'advance.

When thou sigh'st, thou sigh'st not wind,

         But sigh'st my soul away;

When thou weep'st, unkindly kind,

         My life's blood doth decay.

                It cannot be

That thou lov'st me, as thou say'st,

If in thine my life thou waste,

         That art the best of me.

Let not thy divining heart

         Forethink me any ill;

Destiny may take thy part,

         And may thy fears fulfil;

                But think that we

Are but turn'd aside to sleep;

They who one another keep

         Alive, ne'er parted be.

   Sweetest love, I do not go...This is one of my favourite love poems which I learnt at the age of 18. Back then, it was just another poem in a literature anthology. With time, I realize the true value of this poem.

    We all die at one point, including Lovers who can't escape that reality. Temporary separations in life prepare them for that ultimate journey. Till then, Lovers should keep on loving every day even though they are so far away, physically. The Sun rises everyday even though no one waits for him in the sky. So why not lovers who have so much passion in them run into each others arms & unite forever after a small break? 

 Think, that we are turned aside to sleep today, yet we think about us always. When the Sun  rises, we will be together again with more love & passion as never seen before.

Thank you John Donne for your wisdom!

By Jahooli Devi

How to get rid of your EX ?

Here is an exclusive lesson on EX.  Write this on your exercise book.

1.They don't deserve any place in your life, all you Ladies & Gentleman should learn to become exorcists because eventually it will help to expel all these unnecessary evil spirits  from your life. 

2. When you expiate on your sins, sometimes you prefer to run down by the express way but let the Karma decides!

3. As you always have to pay for excess baggage, remember to carry what is really necessary to you.

4. You may excel at filling Excel sheets at the office or keep a track on the exchange rates, but if you don't excise those Exes from your life expunging from your memory & showing them the Exit because their place is exterior, your life will be exploited by past & you will explode everyone your way for no exact reason. Expediency is the solution. 

5. They are indeed a Pest, exterminate them immediately, the more they extinct from this earth the more happiness you will get because they are just the extractors of your joy & energy. 

6. Now get an exemplar of this exemplary lesson on existentialism made easy, that we are responsible for our actions because the Ex did not create the world as you may have thought that he was a Demigod.

7.You should quickly register for an external degree, take extra-mural lessons or get an extensive course on ex-cology to handle this situation in Life, you will have a lot of practical experiments & case studies, lot of exigencies to get some credits, subjects are complex, you will be perplexedand vexed by the department of excology but ultimately you will be an expert on this field with First Class Honours. 

 8. Find an exercise machine, work on your abs during your extra time, learn to express yourself like an expressionist which will add colour to your expressionless life.

 9. Stop being an exhibitionist on social media with your silly pranks because those expositions are so vain. Be a useful extrovert coming out from your dark holes which sucks gradually your life expectancy rate. 

10. Become an Explorer, even if it is exploring your home garden, closing temporarily your Internet explorer because Google does not have solutions for everything.( read this and close!)

So dear friends, stop excoriating the Ex for leaving you because it is the extraordinary relief you can ever have in your life. 

I say it with such an exactitude today & this exuberance with in me should be shared with everyone.

Is this is too much exaggeration for those EXpletive Exes?

By Jahooli Devi

Love and Life

I am George Stevenson. I met Cathy Lawry in the High school. She was a pretty girl. Her eyes were in brown color and she had a nice long blond hair. We were in the same age too.  I was fascinated about her and we became very good friends in months. After one year of friendship, we became lovers. Cathy meant everything to me, since then.

After I finished the High school, I had to find out a job. I did many jobs but I couldn’t find a fare job for me. So...I didn’t have money in my pocket.  But Cathy never said a word about it. She always ecouraged me to find a job. back in time, I noticed that couple of rich guys were tailing on Cathy. But she never cared about them. She always stick with me. I was really happy about her love. That was the only thing I got.

Time passed, I knew that without a job, I’m gonna loose Cathy soon. However I got a sales job in a super market, where I found my destiny.

There, three other sales guys were there, and practicing as a music band. I was born in talent for guitars. Eventually we set up our band and got chances to play in parties. It didn’t passed years; our success was rising up day by day. We quit from our sales jobs and played full time. Once we got a TV show and we hit the jackpot.

There after nobody stopped our blooming success. Our band was popular so rapidly. All this time Cathy was nearby me like my shadow. Money was coming to me continuously. I spent more and more money for her. It was the happiest time of my life.

But day by day, my life was changing; I got much money, lots of friends, and the girls. Most of the nights, I was drunk. Eventually Cathie’s association was a headache for me. I wanted to stay away from her. Because, I felt Cathy ruins my privacy. I met new girls every night. I didn’t want to stick with Cathy any more. But she came to me almost every time she could. 

One evening she came to my apartment, on that day I was with another girl. But she didn’t blame  me. but she just asked:

“Why…why this? What happened to you Darling?”

I felt much guilty; I thought she may jump on me like a devil. But she didn’t do that. I felt shame on me. I felt guilty about me. Finally I got angry about myself. But I exposed my anger on her…

“Bitch…you don’t need to come to me anymore…let me live my life alone…this is mine...not yours....get lost you bitch…!!!”
  

She left me forever on that day. I didn’t see her again. it was so ease to my mind. After one year, I left Munich. I came to Nuremberg and my life was a heaven since then. I got all most all the happiness, there. Girls, money, Drunk nights, fancy cars.... I thought this is the life.

Life was going like a fairytale, for another eight years. One night I felt very uncomfortable in my body. So I got some tablets and energy drinks like the other days. But it was continuing for two three weeks. Eventually, I got fever too. Some time I sweat all over my body in nights. I felt that my body is not same any more. Finally I stopped by a doctor.

There, I got the shocking news of my life. I was infected by HIV. In a second, I realized everything. But I was too late. 

Eventually my body and Soul were decaying. I was abandoned by my music band so easily.. My friends abandoned me. but still I got money to spend.  I used to take medicine for every day now. But I knew that... very near future, medicine cannot makes me live further. day by day I reached to my death. Sometimes while I was just sleeping on my bed, I memorized my past. There, I felt "Cathy", as one and only my own angel. She full filled all my life. My inside was filled with her memories...only her memories. She was the one and only thing which is remained in my mind  after all.Then I realized what was there in my subconscious. But everything is now gone.

One day, while I was lying on my bed, in the nursing room, I saw my living angel was coming to me. Though I didn’t see her for last 10 years, it was not difficult to recognize her pretty face.  

“She is  more prettier than before” I thought to myself. here is my life... again...for a second I felt like... good old days. but it lasted only for few seconds....  

I’m just a living Skeleton. She came and stand in front of me. I couldn’t stare at her eyes straightly any more. I turned my head down.  I felt, my eyes were getting wet, eventually that wet made tear drops and they were spilling over....one by one on my cheeks. Suddenly I felt something run through my hair, in seconds I remembered warm feelings of her hands, on my head, after ten years of time. she was running her fingers through my hair. I couldn’t stay still anymore. I just hold and tight her hands in my hands. There... I felt the wedding ring on her left hand’s ring finger. I screamed and cried a lot. So... her too. There was no more to talk. Silent was so good for me, rather than making sad by talking any more. She left me after few minutes and promised to visit me again, as soon as she can.

When she was leaving I felt that, there is no more strength to live, in my body or soul. 

After 13 days of the above incident, one morning, a nurse found George's dead body, on the bed in the nursing room. His diary was found inside his pillow cover. 

This was the "love and life" story of “George Stevenson”.  

By Manu Fernando  

Now you are gone, you are mine

Now you are gone
you are mine,
you can only go 
once
all the others 
impostors.
I knew
when you went away
it was to be with me
One day
We will be together
in each others arms
as if all the exits
prohibited.
We will kiss
in a passionate folly
as if love exists 
Only for us.
Go away, My love!
Now, that you are gone
I would not search for you
because you are mine
I am yours
forever, when we meet


By Jahooli Devi